i'm so proud of him
he's been doing great in life
he has all he ever asked for
he made the parents proud and worthy
indeed i am envious of his achievements

and here i am trying to prove my worth
what i am capable of
or at least i need to prove it to myself first
yet i find it too hard at times

i hope one day i'll look back
and not think of what i should have done
for i believe being the eldest was never easy
responsibilities to be shouldered; though not an excuse

sacrifices are meant to be made
and i hope i'm able to find something i'm so passionate about
that will see me through whatever the future holds

besides you :P