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Saturday, December 08, 2007
my favourite day is coming.
it is strange. this feeling i have.
i am supposed to be happy. excited.
my favourite day is coming soon.
yet i feel like cuddling up in the corner of my room.
and do nothing.
it doesn't help that i have a freaking test on my birthday.
school at 12. ends at 630pm. boring. no-lifer.
why am i feeling this way?
maybe it has to do with me turning 20.
so birthday celebrations are not meant to be fanciful anymore.
kids love birthdays.
adults are just reminded about the harsher life out there.
i'm feeling the pinch already now.
i want this to happen.
i want to succeed in life. my studies.
i want to believe that i am smart. (though i'm always reminded of the opposite)
i want to see my relationship progress to the next level. insya Allah
i want all the best things in life.
and these are my birthday wishes.
and i need nothing more.
but first i need good time management.
i really suck at it. i am so left behind.
i have a lot of things to do yet so little time.
biggest procrastinator in life. that's me.
i need to slap myself once. and twice.
my latest "passion". to be well-equipped with knowledge.
i need a miracle.
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