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margeulis
twenty-one
12/12/1987
full-time sim undergrad
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
when i was younger, i used to keep all my emotions to myself.
whenever i felt hurt or angry i'll just keep mum and let it fade away by itself.
even when i felt like i was mistreated by my own parents,
i kept quiet. hid in a corner of my room and cry my discontentment out.
i knew that's the only way i could feel better. then.
i grew up being a strong, independent girl.
until i got to know him that i discovered a better way to deal with my sorrows.
he taught me to open up and talk about my feelings, my sorrows, my anger.
he who would listen so patiently and not speak a word until i'm finished.
he who would make me feel like i still belonged here.
he who would make me feel better at the end of our conversation.
he who would never give up until he manage to cheer me up and make me see the brighter side.
until to a point that i find sharing is the best way to overcome my sorrows.
not only until recently that i find being silent is still a better option.
cause maybe i won't end up hurting the other party while letting out my emotions.
better still i won't end up hurting myself even more.
cause they just won't understand most of the time. till they get sick and tired of me.
truth is i never felt worst when i keep my emotions and feelings in tact.
maybe it's high time for me to go back to my little corner and weep silently.
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