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Sunday, September 10, 2006
the tyrant
today's entry will be long.
solely based on my experiences and wiser thoughts. :)
when i was a little younger, i used to be the most stubborn and temperamental kid ever.
oh and lazy. veryyyyy lazy. i will shrug and procastinate till the very last min.
often reprimanded for doing things half-heartedly.
gt scolded and that's when the doors start banging, feet stomping away full force.
phew those days. sumtyms things gotta out of hands and u can c things flying around.
hah what a tyrant.
till today i am still temperamental, though at a more controlled scale.
silent treatment rather.
my mum like finally testified it to be. it's soo hard okiee.
but at least i tried and sumhw i succeeded.
i never liked running errants (till now) moreover household chores.
afterall they are still but a chore rite? and of course the big headed anger diffused me got the better treatment.
punishment. well i got tons of it on my list.
the tongue-lashing "meeting", the oh so famous daddy's belt smack, the mummy's whack using any kitchen tool. best of all i was hit hard on the knee cap with this pointed tool use for breaking big big ice. i duno what its called tho.
sadly to say i bled. till nw tint of scars could be seen.
i was the trouble maker and the black sheep of the family. nuff said.
often blamed and picked on. hmmph.
ok this doesnt serve like sum open confession of abuse or watever.
but i'd juz like to bring a point that people change and for my case i tried very hard to. well it runs in the blood.
and it all comes within the heart.
doing things which the heart relents will always make it easier.
so to that lazy fella out there. just put this in mind.
u'll do fine. no tantrums okie. argh
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