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12/12/1987
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
the tomboy
when i was younger, i was so called the tomboy.
for simple reasons i behave like one, dress like one and even play with boys (my kindergarten friends).
i had a bestie, syahril. he was my neighbour next block. haha.
me, him and lil bro were quite close.
we played almost everyday together; police and thief, badminton, cycling, cashier2 (k mrepek) and many others.
soo much fun minus the stress of life.
i looked forward to my daily routine after school ends.
play, mama-shop visits, dissing the other children.
heehee.
sadly we drifted apart when i reached puberty. *oops.
no reasons for that. just felt sum slight changes in me.
more feelings less playful.
and when we have to shift house, i left him my bicycle.
awww how sweet rite.
(and cried all my way here). eekss.
secrets unleashed: i think i had a slight crush on him that time.
no one (not even lil bro) noes although i often got teased. shy laa.
those were the days.
and i refused to make friends with anyone at my current place.
i hated this place, i hated the people. everything. i find it boring.
i just want to keep my fond childhood memories as it is. that was when i was 12.
how does it affect me?
physically not much. no more bits of tomboyish left.
but i tend to be more comfortable being around them.
no intentions or whatsoever.really.
it just happens.
they tend to be less bitchy, less gossipy, less back biting, less sensitive.
more humurous, fun and it goes on.
although it can sumtyms get a lil out of hand.
no offence to my girlfriends. still love you all.
u girls must b sumtin rite :)
//mentally drained. i woke up this morning thinking it was just a dream.
except it is the reality.
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