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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
it ends tonight

living the days not knowing of the tomorrows.


woke up this morning to find myself on my way to the nursing home.
visited the sickly great-grandma brings me a diff view this time round.
her request: feed her so she can taste the mardhiah feeling.
maybe it's her last she added. only time will tell.

i caught her stealing glances made me shyyy. cheeky her teased me.
she was more accepting and less hatred.
the childishness in them entertained the boring me a lil.
so much colours and so much attitude in there.


i feel soooo bleaaahh! arghhhhhhh kie!
so random.

running around despite the muscle aching. really taxing.
i feel pissed and angst burning. and i feel bloated. ok fat to be exact.
in all i feel hateful of myself.
arghh.
so much that it kills the excitement upon discovering how small the world could be.
the discovery i would barely think of.


mood now: can't be bothered and don't bother.
and i'm offf.