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margeulis
twenty-one
12/12/1987
full-time sim undergrad
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
hate me
my feelings are more or less unsettled right now.
the public humiliation or at least with the notion of it sets me thinking. again.
if there's ever any change in me; it would be my perception of how things work.
and that's because of you.
it's always all about you. nothing about me is right.
my work sucks, school is no where near stressful as your job,
the shows i watch are stupid,the friends are not the right kind, the food i eat is nothing but a junk.
never once i dissed how pathetic it is to spend 9 hours of gaming session, our routines of city hall/orchard over the weekends, your forever animated movies.
oh and btw,
have you kick that bad habit of yours? yup the one i hated so much.
oh soon? really? how soon is it gonna be?
all this while, i tried to be accomodating.
and sadly after all these years, you still dun't know who i really am.
maybe i was wrong about you. as much as you are about me.
i never promised you a ray of light
i never promised there'd be sunshine every day
i'll give you everything i have; the good the bad.
i really need a break from all these. i'm really tired.
sorry if my change caused you alot of grief. everybody's changing.
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