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margeulis
twenty-one
12/12/1987
full-time sim undergrad
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Monday, August 21, 2006
people always leave
i am so messed up and mixed
i am upset but i aint no clue to what's upsetting me
this feeling so hard to explain and put into words
i don't have an answer to it either
"i have flaws and sometimes i even sin
i am only human and that's my saving grace"
and oops i did it again;
people always leave and she drives them away.
it seems like history is repeating itself. again.
and it seems hard to make friendship last a lifetime in my case
well and i'm not just talking about this one
i may appear as indifferent, emotionless yet effortless in anyway
however i really appreaciate those who do make the difference in my life
and this really makes me treasure every bit of it
they are really the people i cherish the most besides my family
and i really don't mind the extra mile
it's not the quantity of friends i have that matters
although it can be calculated by fingers (it's really too little)
it's those who at the end of the day makes you smile :)
i never asked for this to happen
some things are beyond my control
only time will tell
some things are better left unsaid
i understand how you feel
but when trust issues is involved; its hard to even try
to you sorry for all the things i've said and done
let's take some time off to reflect on what's left
until we meet again.
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