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Monday, July 24, 2006

school was pretty routine for me today
just a lil bit more dramatic in between
came to realise how people can be so competitive yet individualistic
that's not a good sign though
learning environment should be more conducive and fun i thought
as the days pass by i find myself harder to get out of bed for school
but it's coming to an end soon
which may either lead me to a better life or worst still

first thing in the morning was briefed on the admission criterias for SMU
my chances? pretty slim i must say

i don't really know why i'm so attracted to it also
maybe because of the better advantages it promises upon graduation
the US style of learning maybe
or just because it's a city campus thus more accessible and exciting for shopping
hahah

most importantly, neither am i studious enough for NUS/NTU nor extrovert and aggressive enough for SMU. bleah. i don't want to work either. office politics scare me to shit.
seeing those gloomy faces in the train reminded me of the traumatising experience.
suddenly the butterflies came flying in my fat stomach.

to go? or just let it go??

ok im done rattling.