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Saturday, April 15, 2006
blindness

i've always appeared as a snobbish,
unapproachable
and cold person

fact is i've never cared what ppl think of me
cause truth is, i never intend to be a snob
neither i want to make ppl stay away from me

heard many of them
from some who were brave enough;
plucked up their courage and be friends
or some just mere luck; maybe bad luck
to have to deal with me
and learnt that i'm not as what they thought i appeared to be

and its all because of a stupid reason
my pure blur-ness
and blindness

and of cause a part of me being reserved
and *shy*

i refuse to turn around when i walked
for the fact i cant see faces
i walked as fast as i could
so that i wouldnt have to bump into ppl i noe

i have this insecurity everytime i go around blind

just because i didnt have my contact lens or specs on

and now i felt really bad
cause i appeared to be snobbish
at a so not the right time
and to the wrong person
damn

i don't like ppl to have the wrong impression of me
especially when it's the 1st impression that counts
like just anyone

that's it
contact lens it'll be
no more blindness

i need more friends
i need to see