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twenty-one
12/12/1987
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
missing history

A quick update on what's revolving around my life

been quite shagged and restless
wasnt being myself lately
and i just couldnt bring myself to talk much
i actually prefer the silence
so lunch was boring
and of coz the rest of my office hours

had even ate lunch alone *sad*
anyway no diff eating with them also
i finally see the point
why some ppl can go about shopping alone, eating alone etc.
because most of them i think, don't have a choice
pathetic it may seems
but that's just how life is
when u cant clique means u can't
no point trying hard

//maybe they are just not in my league kinda ppl

anyway, been bumping into LOTS of ppl from my history
it's a feeling so hard to explain
in between of happy and sad
so what's that called?

it's also a mix of missing some parts of me in my history
and hoping that some of them should just be kept there
in the book of history
and shall never be relive again


but it was a nice feeling though
bumping into the "enemies"
and pretend that it never happened
funny how we could even be "rivals"
hahah stupidity!


i miss my life
i miss my friends
i miss my him

//did i tell you i want SMU?