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margeulis
twenty-one
12/12/1987
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
time check: past 1 am
and im still awake n blogging away
*pats myself on the shoulder*
just couldnt get myself to sleep la
had a weird dream last nyte
dreamt of the people who was
and still are in my dreadful life now
yes and i mean every single one of them
i was on the road to neverland i think
and it juz so happened dat at every point i passed
i came across familiar faces
people who cared about me
people who were my friends and went off juz like that in silence
and of coz people who still do care about me
(if there is any left)
i screwed things up badly
sometimes my attitude gets the better of me
k enuf brooding
sigh it feels sooo good again
to know that sum ppl still understand the real me
at least i dont need to fake any part of me
and still be ME
niwae do you think i've changed lately??
i think i am and i noe why
being more slekeh
more confuse as ever
more disorganized
self esteem sinking deeply down under
and much much more
i dont feel good about myself lately
i think i need a makeover or sometin.
haha k dat was suppose to be juz a joke rite
or is dat wat i really need.
im so in a mess!
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