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Saturday, May 14, 2005
slacking wif him
It's worth lookind fwd to my weekends now. Today was a totally nice day. Spent some quality time wif Dee. *smiles* Happiness. Finally. Despite that he was sick, we still walked from PS to Orchard. Bumped into alot of familiar faces. NYP floorballers. Even Nana, my ex-schmate. And Alfarahiza. That is if you noe who she is.
And now i think im getting sick too. And it's all thanks to him. But do i really mind that. *grins* Of coz i dont!!
Kind of tired now.
Sigh. I think im gonna be a kambing (that's what mom been calling me since ytd) from now on. Have to change my eating habit due to some health reasons. Had apples for lunch. Salad for dinner. haha. i dont think im gonna stick to that diet strictly. But of coz. im schooling. and i dont have a choice. Vegetarian?! No!!
I am really tired of being sick. NEVER ever neglect your health. Seriously. That's what im regretting now.
But since then, i've begin to see life at a diff angle. Totally cherish my loved ones now. especially my family. Mom has done alot for me. Although Dad didnt show it to me, i noe he does too. Love them to bits.
I used to have this idea that they only care for my siblings. I was always dissed off by them. prolly due to my attitude. yeah it really sucks. now im experiencing a mirror image of it myself. everything i did juz wasnt right. They always get to see through my bad attitude. But come to think again as an elder sis i shud have set a gd example for my younger siblings. and not throwing tantrums over small stuffs. Maybe im finally mature enuf. to think and act like an adult. I promise i'm gonna change to a better person.
it's kind of hard for my parents to show that they care. But i juz realised it ytd when i had a chat wif my aunt. I do have that difficulties too. It's juz in me. To express certain feelings to some ppl is juz damn hard. I donno why.
Getting tired of blogging now. Suddenly i blog lyk abit long. Which i seriously dont have any idea of what to blog when i 1st started. ok signing off...
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