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Thursday, April 28, 2005
moody
There's nothing much to blog about what happened in sch everyday. Coz it's pretty much the same. It's juz that the supervisors are pretty demanding and testing our patience lately. For goodness sake we did our job ok!! In fact, we finish up EVERYTHING that has been given to us on THAT DAY itself. So why can't we relax. Doesn't mean you see us "slacking" and chatting around we are not doin our job. N dont ever say "IM so free ah?!..Got nothing to do is it". Oh SHUT UP!! We DID but you juz didnt see us. They really pissed me off can.
Finished work late. So i went home wif Nurul and Nafis. At least they and Ayu make me look fwd to my days in TEP. Anyway, I donno why my mood was pretty fcuked up today. Suddenly i find myself so....miserable. I really donno what's the reason to all this. I juz dont wanna think so much about everything. I juz wanna lead my life as it is. Don't wanna think bout ANYTHING. especially what lies ahead of me. Why must i care about others rite. Life is so complicated.
N PLEASEEEEEEE Fiz. One last time im telling you this. Don't ever bother trying to be someone who is trustworthy in my eyes. Coz you can't possibly be one. I don't think you will ever gain my trust back again. U can keep trying though. Yea yea you can find 1001 reasons to close ur "lies" n MAKEEE me believe ur not telling lies. But do u think i still care whether or not ur telling the truth!! You thought im stupid for believing other ppl except you. BUT think again. I WON'T let you ruin my heart EVER AGAIN. it juz makes no sense. NO USE. I've had ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm over you.
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